Phaeus Mutabilitae

God, it's been ages since I've looked at, let alone written in this thing, but I thought the occassion called for it.

So much change has been going on lately: I started work last Monday, my sister got married and moved out last Saturday, I'll be graduating tomorrow, and last month, my primary school got torn down. My room is currently filled with boxes of my sis' old things, that she hasn't taken over to her new home. Even my dreams lately have been reflecting transition; last night a number of my old uni class/schoolmates appeared in a dream, and the same dream featured a train and tracks as a recurring motif - you don't have to be Freud to deduce what that was all about. The changes that have been and are in the process of happening aren't bad by any means, but it is still a bit sad to watch these pieces of my past fade to memories. I've never liked goodbyes. It feels a bit like being a cross between Alice after falling down the rabbit hole and Claudia from Interview with the Vampire. It seems like the entire universe is telling me that it's time to move forward and grow up... it's just that I'm not sure what I'm supposed to be growing up into. I've never really followed the beaten path of life and I'm probably not about to start now.

Still, it's not bad... just different.

And on a different kind of mutability, my current wallpaper. I think I like making Sims and Simhouses a lot more than actually playing the game >>;
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So tired @_@ Have been busy with community service all week, for about 10 hours a day. aefallen came to visit me during lunch, which definitely improved my day <3

Tagging medical files is an important, if simple, and excrutiatingly mind numbing task.

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Just one more day...


So much school work, but still have no mood to do anything >.< Will get around to belatedly answering arrch 's meme and posting other randomness later XD For now, i spam with one of the things i did instead of work this weekend...



Today is the last day of summer - the last 2.5hrs, to be more exact. Should be working on the project things that i'm supposed to have completed for tomorrow, and then try to start on readings for a Tuesday class. So of course, ended up procrastinating instead XD

Shall be attempting to ease self slowly back into LJ, after prodding from various sources XD; Not sure how long it will last, but i shall try. i've never been able to keep up with diaries and journals. LJ was the third online journal that i've had, i think... Had one at Blogspot, and then at Pitas, prior to LJ. The only reason i'd switched over to this one was to comment on a few friends' jourals and to be able to read locked posts, really ^^; Somehow, just didn't get into the whole LJ goove, unlike.. er, most of the people i know who are on LJ. Some of the time i just don't know what to say, and some times i simply lack the drive to constantly keep up with the various conversations and goings on, as horribly selfish as it sounds. Which is rather silly since i can have really long, involved msn convos and think nothing of that ^^; But then, i lead an incredibly boring life, the details of which hardly anybody would be interested in reading, even if i were to post. Term time life for me revolves around uni and Chrysthalls, and... that's all, really. (Anyone who's been looking at my PB account or knows me on Gaia would have noticed how Chrysthalls has happily been eating my brain for the past year of so ^__^ <3 *shuts self up before she starts babbling about it again*) But i will try to be around on LJ more, if just to keep in contact with friends who it would otherwise be hard to get a chance to converse with due to time zones and such.

On a random note, need to make new icons.

On another note: silly convo with arrch that resulted from discussing comment sprees on ranchelle's LJ XD *snugs aefallen and willingly infects self <3*

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Was just semi-random LJ-browsing yesterday, and came across the following link which i followed from a user's LJ - WTH was this person on? o.O;

i think the poster was either a) joking b) drunk/high c) a slash-averse person trying to justify their liking for ViggOrli slash via theological reasoning (if that can indeed be interpreted as reasoning...)

Am leaning towards c. Or a nice cocktail of b and c dashed over the rocks of insanity.

From the poster's groundbreaking insights (several of whose ideas have been developed a bit further by commenters) we discover the truth about some beloved LotR stars:

Orlando is the Christ-driven Retarded Angel of Hope!

Elijah is the Gay Jesus!

And my personal favourite revelation... Viggo has mad, fish-coloured eyes! (Or Mad Jesus fisheyes, as one user so eloquently phrased it... omg, does that mean he stole Elijah's eyes?!)

i have no idea how to end off this post adequately... it is not possible for my feeble intellect to top the sheer weirdness of the subject of said post XD So shall dump in a quiz resuult. Haven't done one in ages ^.^


Your Beauty lies in Dreams. Day-dreamer, creative and forever lost in thoughts. You're a dreamer, wanting more in your life than you have now. Though you a lot of your dreams never seem to leave your own mind. You've created your own little world inside that head of yours and you're most beautiful when your mind is in the clouds with sparkles in your eyes. You'd rather be asleep than awake and people find it hard to have long conversations with you as you mind often wanders and you aren't a big fan of reality. You are long and almost child-like probably with a great love for Fantasy or Science Fiction. You're very creative and most likely love to write wonderful stories or draw and even sing, anything creative that you can use that vast imagination of yours. You're a bit of a puzzle to people love to wonder as to what is going in your mind.

Some Things That Represent You:

Element: Water, Wind Animal: Eagle Color:Purples, Blues,Pinks, Misty Colors Song: Imaginary byEvanescence Expression: Blank Stare

Gemstone: Rose Quartz Mythological Creature: Unicorn,Fairy Planet: Saturn Hair Color:Strawberry Blonde Eye Color: Violet

"I lie inside myself for hours and watch my purple skies fly over me."

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